R U OK?

Hello Everyone,
I want to ask you all a question!

R U OK?.....

Today [13th Sept 2012] is R U OK DAY!! R U OK DAY is a national day of action. It's all about inspiring people to ask each other ‘Are you ok?'. Not just today but everyday!! You never know what people are really feeling without asking...so ring you mother,father, partner, best friend and ask them R U OK?. Even if they are you may feel you are the one who isn't,. Ring your doctor/family member/friends they will listen & help.

IT'S OK TO SAY YOUR NOT OK!!!!!!

You never know you could be saving someone's life! Depression is a sielent killer.. we need to speak up about it!!

My personal experience is still [even after 4 yrs] hard to talk about!

I actually diagnosed myself with it. It all started after the birth of Hailee. Having a baby born so early & staying in NICU for the first 2.5 months of her life is one of the hardest things I had to go through!! I asked hubby to ring my doctor and book an appintment to see him. I told him the first 2 days my baby came home from hospital I spent them in bed crying my eyes out! I did not want to even cuddlier her let alone feed her. 3.5yrs down the track I still have some bad days!!! Living my life honestly you have way more bad then good unfortunately. But I'm dealing and I am glad I didn't take my life because I would miss out on all the wonderful/hard things that come with being a mummy & wife!

I also remember as a teenager [around 16yrs old] I used to tell my Nan "I want to run under a bus!!". I had no real friends, never had a boyfriend & felt so lonely. I never imagined I would have a boyfriend, get married or even have a family! I am so greatful to my Nan and some friends for always being there for me through the tough times...and always asking me R U OK?!

Please always remember there IS someone out there who loves/cares about you & doesn't want to see you upset or god forbit take your life.

R U OK? Website:
http://www.ruokday.com/
Amanda <3

I'm out but not myself

Hello Everyone,

I'm out of hospital (I have been for almost a week). Though I am out I'm not myself :(

I felt fine in there.

I came home took my pills/ felt worse than ever.

I went to my GP to change them.

That was 2 days ago.

These new ones haven't kicked in yet.

I just want to be back to 100%.

I hate feeling like this!.

I guess my body is trying to tell me it's time to slow down.

To slow down after the horrid month I had last month.

Ok time to lay down and get some rest...blog again soon.
<3

things are at a stand still here

My family and I are going through a very hard time at the moment. So excuse me if I disappear for a few days/week.


Please, please keep us in your thought/prayers tonight.
Thank you!

Hailee's Birth Story!

Hello Everyone.

It was Saturday 1st November and my mum came around to see how I was feeling, I was 28 weeks and 6 days into my pregnancy. My whole pregnancy I was sick and diagnosed with Hyperemisis Gravadarum (HG) and that day was no different!. But as I was feeling a little better during so I decided I was going to finally pack my hospital bag. Though I was scheduled to have a c-section (for medical reasons) at 35 weeks.

I had no idea what was in store for me in the next 24 hours!!. The next morning Steve (my hubby) and I were about to head to a family BBQ. Unfortunately when I got up I found that we were going to have to spot at the hospital.

At the hospital Pregnancy clinic they checked me and said that the babies head was crowning and there was no was I could have a c-section now, I had to have her naturally. Because I was still early in my pregnancy they had to get a few nurses from NICU in there asap, the NICU professor even came in.

After 20 minutes of pushing, nothing was happening so they decided they would have to find another way to help her out. 3 hours after first coming into the hospital Hailee was born! Steve rang my mum and told her, it was lucky mum was still at the family BBQ so everyone found out at once.

I didn't get to meet my little girl until a few hours later. But she was the most gorgeous, precious Little thing in the whole world!. I feel in love straight away.

Hailee 15minutes old.


Hailee Nicole R.
2nd November
1.2 kg (2.2 pound)
Sunday 3.02pm